Dramatic Change?

Everyone keeps telling me I look great and I've lost a lot of weight. They are right that I have lost a lot of weight. I have been weighing myself and eating differently and working out, but I can NOT see the difference. I never can. I know why that is, but it is not fair and I wish I could see it. Almost everyone else I know does. So here is a little experiment.

I'm putting up two images: one taken in late August, and one taken on Christmas Eve.
OK. That is me at our Employee/Caddy Appreciation Day, wieghing in at just about 205lbs. (yikes...)

This is me on Christmas Eve, and I think - I'm not sure, but I think - it was taken right after I was blinded by my own flash on my camera. Luis took the shot, no doubt. The double chin is a little freaky... but this me weighing in at 170lbs. That is about 30lbs difference.

I don't know. I still see a fat woman. And I still have 30 - 40lbs to go. It is a journey that is hard but worth it. I'd like to look slimmer - slim enough that I can see the difference!

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CrystalChick said…
Beautiful in both pictures and HAPPY. That's what counts. If it makes you happier to be thinner then of course continue on. But either way, your spirit still shines thru.
2 January 2008 at 17:38
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